“I thought he/she loved me, how could I be so wrong?” is something I hear over and over.
Yes, how could you be so wrong?
The answer is simple. One or both you weren’t completely honest with each other. One or both of you manipulated the other into thinking that he/she was loved. One or both of you manipulated the other into being in a relationship. One or both of you manipulated the other into thinking that you will be together forever.
When we manipulate the people we love, we take away their ability to exercise informed consent. We think they are in love with us (and they may think it too) but that love is a figment of our imagination because it’s based on deception and trickery.
How would you have known if they truly loved you when you didn’t even really know who they truly are? You met, you hit it off and next thing both of you know, you are a “couple”. You don’t really know them and they don’t really know you.
How would he/she have known if he/she loved you when the “real’ you never showed up to the relationship you claim was the best thing that ever happened to you? Instead of letting them choose to be with you, you played mental games, manipulated and tricked them into thinking they loved you. Now it’s over, and you are not even sure of what you “had”.
Is it possible that you you deceived, lied to, used and/or manipulated? Yes, it’s possible. Were you complacent to the deceit, lie and manipulation. Probably, willingly or unknowingly.
There is an old story about the Sun and the Wind arguing among about who of them was the strongest and most powerful. As they were arguing, they saw a man wearing a coat leisurely walking by.
Confident about his ability to use force and power, the wind said, “The one who can make that man take off his coat is the strongest and most powerful.” The sun agreed.
The wind went first. Right away it applied all force and power on the man and his coat. But the stronger the wind blew, the colder the man felt. The harder it tried to blow away the coat, the tighter the man clung to his coat.
It kept trying and trying to blow off the coat, but could not get the man to take off his coat. Exhausted and depleted, it gave up.
Then it was the Sun’s turn. Gently and ever so mildly, the sun spread it’s warm all over the man. The man pleasantly surprised by the sudden change from strong wind to gentle sun smiled and relaxed. He didn’t have to hold onto his coat anymore. And as the sun got brighter and warmer, the man took off his coat.
The moral of the story is that people tend to relax, open up to us and do what we want them to do when we motivate them with love and warmth, and tend to clump up, hold onto their hearts more rightly and hurry away faster when we use force and manipulation.
Trying harder and forcefully to get someone to give us attention, show us love and want to spend time with us does exactly the opposite of what we want.
Just like the sun, we achieve more a lot faster when we gently and incrementally shower them with warm and motivation. Instead of trying to “make them” love us, we give them reason to want to be with us.
Whatever decision they make about us is motivated by warm and good feelings about us, and not fear and coercion .
This goes both ways. If you find yourself making decisions about whether to be with someone or not, whether to try to make the relationship work again or walk away out of fear that they might hurt you, fear that they might take advantage of you, fear that they might use you etc, something is already wrong with that relationship.
There is always the possibility that it’s just you and your ‘issues”, but there is also the possibility that your fears have a basis. There are people out their that deceive, use and manipulate us, if we let them.